what's missing

In the last couple of weeks, I've learned a lot about myself, and who I want to be. Some things have happened that I hoped never would, and didn't think was possible. I had no idea that things could change within a couple of days, and that I would feel so helpless. On the way home I heard the song BREATHE by Taylor Swift. It really hit home, and sounded just like what I was going through. I thought ok, God is telling me something here. I knew that it was going to be hard, but I would make it. Then scrolling through the internet I read this quote by Marilyn Monroe.

"I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together."

    That's when I realized all the things I had been neglecting the last week or so. I was so worried about what was missing in my life, I forgot about all the wonderful things standing right in front of me. I forgot about my loving family who has always been there. I forgot about my amazing fiancee who would give his life for me, and puts up with my crazy self. I forgot about my true friends that would bend over backwards for me, without thinking twice. I hope each and everyone knows just how much I love and care for them, because when all else failed, they were there for me. 

Oh, and I can't forget about my BABYLOVE<3