Friday, May 15, 2015

Tenley is 6 Months Old!



My sweet girl is 6 months old. I won't tell you how fast it went by because you already know. We are at the half way mark until her first birthday and it brings tears to my eyes. She officially turned 6 months old on the 11th but in true Caitlin fashion the post is late. Who knows I may surprise yall and post on time next month! 

Tenley Hope, you are 6 months old my dear. It won't be long and I will be planning your first birthday soon. I'm not sure what your weight and height stats are, you have your 6 month appointment on Monday. Hopefully I will come back and update the blog! You are mostly in 6 month clothes and still wearing a size 3 diaper. You are trying so hard to sit up. You can with a little support but sometimes you topple over. You are the sweetest baby. You love hanging out in the Baby BJORN and people always want to stop and talk to you. You usually smile and show that big personality I know is hanging out in there. You love your walker and are getting around pretty good in it. You like to chase Gus even though he's quite a bit quicker than you. I rock you to sleep every night after "bath, bottle, bed" and that time is so precious to me. You fall asleep and I hold you while your Daddy and I watch TV. I lay you in your pack n play and you sleep there until midnight or so. Then you get in the bed and cuddle the rest of the night. I would be lying if I told you I didn't look forward to you waking up at night. 

We are doing the purees and some baby led weaning. Your daddy panics every time you actually ring your mouth, he's convinced you are going to choke. He's a little protective;)



 I posted this picture on Instagram yesterday, it is one of my favorites of you. Your features are changing and you are starting too look like a little person. I captioned that you mostly "gummed" your food, well you showed me because not 10 minutes later I found your first tooth. I may or may not have cried a little. I sure will miss that gummy smile but it's amazing to see you progress and change.




As a part of your bedtime routine we do "spa day" after your bath. I think MiMi came up with that term! But I rub you down with my favorite Johnson's bedtime lotion and sing the "spa day" song. I do this every night and every night when I start spa day you look at me and smile the biggest smile. In that moment you think I'm the greatest thing ever. Last night  I got pretty choked up. How many more times will we do spa day? How many more times will you let me rock you to sleep and I get that extra hour of cuddle time? And when that last time does come, will I know it? Will I appreciate it for what it is? Most of me wants you to stay my little baby, my innocent, sweet, beautiful girl. But the future is going to be so good for you baby girl. I see you playing in our back yard, I hear you walking down the hallway to my room, and I dream of you saying "I love you Mommy"...man what a time that will be. I can't wait to watch you wrestle your daddy and I have no doubt you two will gang up on me all the time. You two already have such a great bond. So as much as I want you to be little, I look forward to the changes that the future brings. 
I love you Tenley Hope, more than you could ever know. 




Mother's Day 2015


My very first Mother's Day is in the books! We had a really great weekend, Mark managed to get off work and we were so excited to spend two whole days with him! My grandmother was also here and we really enjoyed spending time with her too!

It is crazy to me that this time last year I was just 13 weeks pregnant with our little Nugget (as we called her then)

The church we are members of held a baby dedication service Sunday and I knew I wanted to have Tenley dedicated. I remember being so afraid and nervous when I was pregnant. I prayed constantley that God would take care of my tiny baby. I prayed that if he gave me a full term healthy baby I would give her back to him. And that is what we will do. Like the pastor said yesterday, if we don't follow through with her dedication, it means nothing. It is our job to bring her to church and teach her about the love of God. I want so badly for her to grow up in church like we did. I am by no means perfect and I fail daily in my walk with God, but we are going to do better. I want to attend church regularly and I want to be closer to God.

We followed up with lunch at my moms. It was nice to rest and spend time with my family! Tenley got a little treat at lunch which you can tell she really enjoyed.




It was really a great Mother's Day. I am so blessed to have this little girl in my life. She is everything to me and I am so grateful for her. I am so, so glad God chose me to be her Momma.





We ended the day like this, My little baby sleeping her favorite spot ever..OK Mommy's favorite spot too;)